i juz came online today... and oh my gosh i received in my mail one of my confirmants' mail! so sweet rite.. haii she thanked me for everything and mentioned really touching things.. i really feel very thankful and happy.. for i noe i haf really helped them! everything juz seems to slip into place and i haf more strength to carry on life no matter how shitty it's gonna come...
coz i haf really experienced God's almighty strength in full thru them and thru confi camp04! hehe i'm really happyz happy happy happy... muz thank everyone and everything and God! hehe yayayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy i miss confi camp miss grp 8 miss everyone!!

JESUS FREAKZ JESUS FREAKZ JESUS FREAKZ!!!
hahhaha i'm so happy i have nv felt so happy this year for so long hehe!
i juz ended camp on sun like ermz 1 n a half days ago and well GOd really rocks! HE's the man and i wanna see HIM lifted high alright alright and to shout his fame man alright man!
hahahaha well i shall now relate my experience..
i was main facil of grp 8 and our cheer goes like this:
J-E-S-U-S(repeat 3 times) FREAKZ!
(alt guys n gals for JESUS repeat set of 3 twice)
We say who u wanna be? JESUS FREAKZ
WE say blah blah blah? JESUS FREAKZ
We say blah blah blah? JESUS FREAKZ
J-E-S-U-S FREAKZ!*scream*
hahaha oh dear i dun even noe if i rem the cheer properly oh well oh well
anw i wud like to share my experience with everyboDy!
Group 8 has 5 confirmants: Joel, Aaron, Nicholas, Charleen and Grace
Facils: John, Teresa, Malcolm, Keith and me!
yea when they first came in, their faith wasnt tt strong n though most of them believed in God, they often did not turn to Him for support.
One of them even said that he did not believe in God at all!
But slowly, from night 1, we had a great P&W, and the confirmants were really really touched so nice.. and all of them EVERYONE in the whole camp willingly took up a challenge for God! and they all had the courage to take a step closer to accept God which is juz wonderful! hahahha
and i went super duper high like insane coz i was really happy...
the first activity in the afternoon was not very gd actually and i was kinda upset over it tt's why during the nite session when God's love juz empowers everybody and solves everything i felt really really gd! and i juz went mad like jumping and singing for God n just for him it was like woaaa like WOAAAA
hahaha den 2nd day we had a really deep sharing, on their lives and everything and well disturbing things of course emerged but i was really glad that everyone opened up which is not easy i muz say.. and den after tt we had dinner each facil to each confirmant it was like really nice coz i felt really warm with my confirmant so sweetz la!! of course after that we had EA.. Eucharistic Adoration..
we were supposed to pray over the confirmants and i was apprehensive coz my first time praying with, but u noe wad! it was really lovely coz all of my confirmatns actually felt God's love when we prayed for them and it was juz really really sweet haii... so niceeeeee like with Him there everything is solved u noe wad i mean..
well and den on the last day we had finale items! GRp 8's item was really gd la! so proud of them, being able to pull of a great finale item with grp 3 alright grp 3 man!
den we had all the diff items qt interestting haha yeah.. well den came the facil finale! wahhhhhh storm where u use sticks and buckets to make sound was damn gd! hehe so pro la they all! den of course of course we had our dance haha... it's so nice dancing with ivan.. it's like though we took really long to get the steps right, we did it in the end haha... but i made like a few blunders though not a lot though but the dance roxs lor haha went really well.. so happyz
oh and the ultimate best part came at the end before they boarded the bus we stood with out arms on each other's waist and gathered in a circle, telling each other wad we felt from the camp and it was juz really really sweet... the guy who did not believe said that this was the best camp he had ever had and the rest all said they've truly felt God's love.. it was juz tremendously touching knowing that all our efforts did not go to waste.. that we had given them a new side of life.. in God.. hehe so nice really.. it's the most satisfying and fruitful feeling i've ever had for really long
i hope that they, knowing that they've experienced God's love truly in their lives can now journey with God and let Him haf a special place in their hearts..
Well would really like to thank my grp facilitators and confirmants coz i really ,learnt a lot from this camp, spiritually and as a person.. so yeah! and also all the facils, admin too who haf helped me along the way hehe we haf helped each other indeed all other God's might hand! alright man! i really thank God of course, for this really successful camp and i miss GRP 8 we rock!!! hahahhahah

ok i'm finally going to blog!
these past few wks i've been feeling pretty shitty abt things but i'm starting to feel better already! thank God! hehe
i've been so stressed work, church, family, frenz it's juz insane! but u noe wad i'm glad of a lot of things now.. and how things haf turned out..
hehe i shall talk abt my experiences these past few wks man...
went rouge the other day this is my first time and well it felt pretty gd.. except tt i had to leave early!!! damn.. the music wasnt tt gd but i liked the drinks the dancing and de music it felt really gd..
i din like certain things though like the image portrayed in these places, some pple dressed in like almost nothing n pple making out, flirting, n the sMoke! yeah so i guess there's pros and cons.. i feel that it's ok to go as long as u dun lose control of yourself and do all the bad stuff pple do dere yep.. wud wanna go again but dun think it'll be gd to go there too often though..
well ya but it was a gd experience being exposed to something like tt..oh oh oh and wud really like to thank mich, peggy, fiona, cheryl, ricky, serene they all for taking care of me hehe though i'm not really close to them except mich.. they're so nice! and of course shao and tim for sending me home, having to go back again.. muz really thank them!
hmz well tt was the start of the hols.. after tt been watching movie playing pool man i miss pool like mad!! hehe watched day after tmr and shrek2..
day after tmr was juz ok la like the normal kinda result not anything surprising whatsoever haii.. and of course there was shrek2 heehee tt was a really happy show and of course it featured PRINCESS FIONA man made me feel all the better hahahhahha.. ladida it was nicee..
well i'm feeling much happier now coz many conflicts are blowing over.. conflict in church, with me n pple, and within myself too yep feel lots better..
well u noe wad i was juz thinking these bad stuff no matter how absolutely painful and horrible the whole situation is, and however pissed off u get, your choice is whether u wana come out of it brought down n writhing in turmoil or shaken but stronger..
the choice is up to u peeps i chose the latter