well i'm online again.. so i'm gonna blog!
i dunno why cannot concentrate on doing my work this really suxs
i needa do work do work do work this is the first time since start of my mugging season that i'm seriously slacking big time damnnnn
i think it's coz i haf been reading stuff, like trying to memorise shit when i hate memorising stuff and not doing stuff
like doing papers doing stuff
shld do math or sumthing to stimulate my brain dammit!
2dae got back the cert for the last term exam
reminds me even further of how badly i did the last time round haii oh well can only work harder... really suxs man the last terms yeah God grant me the strength to work harder man!
okieokie muz go do something like do math, to put words into action yeah..
hehe man i do sound like a nerd reminds me of what mark said the last time stupid bummer bleach..
hehe as my fav saying goes: Whatever God puts us through, he'll guide us through it
Yippee

woa havent blogged for really long coz haf been really bz
but u noe what hehe i've been really touched today!
hehe so i wanna write abt how happy i am and hope that everyone is happy too!
well firstly, on sun i did p&w and for the first time, i actually felt more confident and i felt like i could really do it...!
esp this time i was being assigned to do with kimberley who's younger than me, so the stress is kinda larger but u noe wad! WE did it! we din do a damn gd one like what ivan and mark would haf done.. but at least it went qt smoothly.. though first part was abit cockup buT God's power reigned on high! and we did it did it did it!
hehe, yayyyyyy
Secondly, on mon got news of the prelim schledule AND prelims stretches over 3 wks! i tot it wud juz be cluttered on 1 wk... which leaves very very lil time to study! butit's not to be.. so i haf one extra wk, esp with tt extra wk we r dismissed early n stuff.. so ya! muz really thank God hehe... coz my revision is well ermz not tt fast...
and thirdly, well i feel i've touched my friends, somehow or another by God's grace!
it's like a miracle coz more than 1 person actually came up to me abt God and stuff like that.. it's like somehow God is just present everywhere u noe... like esp now mugging and everything and cannot exactly commit fully to church.. but He's present all arnd presenting himself everywhere.. that somehow when things get so tough u still feel at peace. u still feel HIM. maybe tt wad has kept me going so far and the constant force that drives me... well thank u GOd! hehe
and and and well i just read my friend's blog for the first time, n the blog's really inspiring hehe... and it talks abt God surprisingly which rarely ever happens... so yeah... all arnd me God is like speaking hehe how cool is that!
well well well pple just rem that when the going gets tough that u wanna cry u wanna give up and u feel that there's just absolutely no one who understands u( which happens to me), look to God and pray for in HIM everything just falls into place somehow some way.

well sch has started... and woa j2s are really getting down to work i muz say...
and things are really quiet with the j1s having exams and the main sch building kinda all to ourselves... haha
well now i muz say is really really time to prepare for perlims.. 44 more days to prelims sheesh.. this is madness
i probably dun haf enough time manz but i'll muz do what i can...
haha after wad happened during conficamp04 i think i haf more energy and determination too hehe.. changed new person!! a lil la haha...
well it's pretty scary how near it is and how unprepared i noe i am... the momentum of studying is starting to pick up that's what i'm really glad abt.. coz i'm serious scared dunno if i can get what i want.. and tt really suxs so yeah
the canoeists are gonna haf comp at the end of the month and with prelims so near they are all damn stressed la.. well hope that their hard work in training really pays off and hope they study too!! coz some of them are lazy pigs esp the guys... but the gals r reallly hardworking hehe
well i juz pray and hope tht God will grant me more energy more strength and of course to the pple in sch too... i juz hope to do the best i can and well i'll leave the rest to God hehe that seriously lifts part of the burden off my shoulders so yeah!